Narutofangirl29

I say I don't         I don't         I don't love you and your glittering green orbs. But I know you see the lies. That hide in my eyes. I want to hate you. but I can't feel what isn't there.

I think I found love today. But it wasn't where you'd expect. There was no beach scene and no dramatic exchange of words. Because , well, that's too normal and we never were. There was no sunset or fireworks either. It was a normal day, with normal people (But I barely saw them) all following the normal schedule. But under the bridge, under the bridge, I was pulled out of my normal routine and into your arms, my new kind of sanctuary. And when you kissed my cheek and my heart skipped a beat. I knew. I found love under the bridge.  

Without words Just the spitfire of insults We became the best of friends It's NOT insignificant , it never was not to me anyway. Your my closest ,my nearest. Please don't go! You can't go , you can't go to evil in it's purest form I know I've always been alone. I'll never know the pain of losing everything, the way you did. But if you leave, if you go I'll know the pain of losing everything. You're my best friend

His voice resides in my mind Rolling off the words that I left behind The end of my life? Yeah, it's just begun, for now he says he's not the one. His voice resides in my head Telling my what could have                         should have                         might have been instead And I bleed angry and frustrated This can't be the end of fated His voice resides inside my soul Without the light of the moon my world turns cold So wrap this noose and tighten it around my neck Because there's nothing inside , I'm the living dead His voice resides inside my heart It was always him I loved for the start But what's the poin

The day he walked in, he stood out. The day he left he blended in. Black Sheep! Black Sheep! When did your wool become white? And your lungs so full of tar? When did your heart go missing, and take a trip so far? Black Sheep! Black Sheep! Tell me, where did you go? I can't find your familiar colored eyes in this field of look alike clones. Black Sheep! Black Sheep! You run, to follow the herd and your shepard. Black Sheep! Black Sheep! You have become The Pretender.

You confuse me more then I can stand. Did I tell you how much I hate this feeling of uncertainty? Idiots like you shouldn’t get to pretty girls like me. So WHY the HELL do you?!?! How am I supposed to keep my cool around you now? I’ve hated you up until now. I think about you everyday without meaning to, No matter how much I REALLY try not to. It’s like I can’t help myself. Maybe, just maybe, I could be in love with you? No, it’s out of the question. I just can‘t be! Your stupid!  You’re an IDIOT!  EVERYTHING YOU SAY IS A LIE! I won’t let you get to me with those caramel eyes and soft skin,

"That thing about him and a girl at school , was umm true. I talked to him" *BREATHE* Oh My God I should've seen this coming My breath is stuck in my throat I'm choking on my words "I'm sorry to tell you, but it was all the way" *GASP* I'm fighting for air I'm looking, I'm SREACHING I'm trying to feel something anything anything other than emptyness "Are you okay?  I shouldn't have told you" *EXHALE* Give me a minute I'll get back to you when my feelings came back